HOLY COW!!!!

I got a phone call today from my case worker saying that we've had our Civil Ruling!!!!!!! This is just 12 business days after our Court Hearing so I think I am still in total shock! I'm pretty sure this is the first time throughout all of this that I have felt nervous and/or panicked. My head is spinning a thousand miles a minute thinking of ALL that we still need to do before we get THE CALL...the one that tells us Brady is finally ours!! One of my fellow blogettes said that there has to be at least 10 days between the civil and final ruling, so that means we could get the call as soon as September 5th!! It's funny because this whole time we've been waiting and waiting and now that the wait is almost over I'm FREAKING OUT!!! I just feel like there is so much to do and I don't know where to start. And at the same time it could still be weeks or months until we get that call, but those of you who know me well know that I like to have my ducks in row, so I think that's why I'm panicking. I guess I'm going to start by making a list of all the things we have to do and want to do and go from there. Not to mention that we are supposed to go on a cruise September 9th, so there's a chance we won't be going on that, which is fine considering the circumstances but it's just one more thing to be spinning around my head!!! I think it's time for another glass of wine!! : )